Sorry, Charlie.

I'm with Myspace now. <3

I have the greatest friends in the world.

Tonight was one of those nights where you discover another piece of who you were, who you are, and who you're meant to be.

I think back to today and you know what the only thing I can think about is?

How dare I declare myself lonely.

How dare I lay and moap about not being loved? Looking around, it's all I can see.

I see Allison laughing hysterically, understanding me completely and loving me for all the stupid and silly things that I do and say.
I see Emily whining about being hungry and scolding me for being mean to her, when really it's all I can do to not pick her up and hug her as hard as I can, never letting go.
I see Linda laughing at my stupid jokes, knowing me so fully and being able to comprehend things going on in this messed up head of mine that few will ever be able to achieve.

I have it all right here in my hands. A great life, a great myriad of opportunity, and a great degree of chance. How could I forget?

I have the greatest friends in the world.

Here's to the night.

Current Mood: Disquieted

This is it. Tomorrow I leave my new home for my old home.

The home that found me to be me.

The home where I laughed, cried, worried. The home where I used to care so much for something that really meant nothing at all.

Hopefully I'll get to spend quality time with my friends whom I used to know. The friends who think they know me, until they rediscover this man typing right now. Hopefully it'll be a good thing. Hopefully.

Hopefully I wouldn't have left in vain with nothing changed except myself.

Hopefully I'll learn something.

Hopefully I'll find home .

...But if the season finds you missing me...
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I'll be back on the 29th.

Currently Listening Where You Want To Be By Taking Back Sunday see related

Current Mood: Raptured
Current Obsession: Clothes, trends, and changes.
Currently Anticipating: Christmas!
Current Craving: French frizzles.
Subject: Much ado about nothing finals friends trends clothes |LIFE|

Sooooooo basically...

Today was pretty f'n awesome. I had the opportunity to hang out with tons of people today that I <3 with like all my emoticon heart.

Finals went well, I think. I only had to do English today because in Band, we do nothing.
................except get your soul sucked out of you through your ears with LJ.

But that's fine.

Afterwards I went with Jessica, Glennisha and Jasmine to Chili's. There we met Joseph and like 22340239840239x other people and ate. Molten Chocolate Thingie > you.

After some drama, my grandparents, and crazy driving, we ended up at Grapevine Mills to blow all of our money on stuff that we don't need. It was so random because after buying a jacket (?) at Aeropostale the girls decided that I needed a clothing makeover...which is true, because all I ever wear are "lazy" people clothes and I don't really have a style that "defines" me. Oh well. So then I took my first step into Hollister (AHH!) and bought some stuff there under the discretion of Miss Samantha and Miss Allison. You know what? I never realized this before, but I kind of think that I look good in "preppy" clothes. Wait, no, more like..."edgy" clothes. I guess. "Trendy." Yeah. Whatever. The point is that when I showed up to school mocking a prep I actually got compliments from tons of people. So I guess that's what I'll do. And hey, I like it too. So I guess it's a win-win.

...Oh yeah. Allison, Emily, Joseph and I applied at Hollister. What. The Crap. It was a group interview, so it was alright I guess. It sucks though because at the mall people kept throwing jobs at me and I would've taken them but they're so freaking far away. God, why can't our mall do that? Why aren't we cool enough for that? T_T

So yeah. That's what I did today. Just thought you'd like to know.

If anybody has any job ideas, call me now.
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Anyway, tomorrow is StuCo day of Madness! Sunday is Christmas Shopping Galore! Tuesday is Coloradizzle!

So pretty much I have no clue of when I'm updating next.

...so do something remarkable and give me an idea.